Nov 12, 2010

Loosen Up

I'm a few days late but I still want to congratulate my awesome course mates for surviving it through the pain and agony of 11.5 hours (do the maths) papers. It's a notch higher I admit but with God's willing, we're gonna stay put and see those familiar faces again next semester yeah?

I don't know how others feel but time really escapes my sight. Without knowing it, it has already been one and a half year of foundation. Perhaps the heavy workload and constant pressure from the lecturers, we hardly notice the number of days and weeks we endured in this place. Being one of a kind or, safe to say, left out in this place taught us lots of undefined experiences. Shit happens all the time, but we're still holding on to each other. We overlook it and the existence is barely there. 

Deep inside me, things may have changed so drastically over the years. Unnecessary dramas and disputes, misunderstandings and disappointment are all there. But it won't be happening if it's of no reasons, right? That is how we develop individually and eventually a very firm, strong group. We're no longer the cocky ones, and maybe we can still be those cocky ones - heads held up high but with brains and versatile personalities. So, what's wrong being that? 

The dream is to soar up high. So many things to achieve next year with more gap closing in between our class and other classes. We'll manage this once again, like we handle our foundation year. Hoping to see an enhanced unity and love for each other (but I'm not gay), it would be the best for us. No more doing work alone, no more gossiping around each other's back (applies to me too!) and try to give and take (MAYBE procrastinate more). Accommodate each other's concerns so that we'll back each others up. 

And again, nothing in this place can be achieved individually. To see everyone smiling up there, triumphing over the victory and success is really more worthwhile than achieving your own success and yet, you are all alone. Who likes being alone? No one (reckoning everyone likes companion, no matter what gender). The satisfaction and what's far beyond are what we hold deeply.

So enough of the emotional rants. Allow me to thank you all for everything you had done for the sake of me. I really, really appreciate everything, from every angle possible. Another tide is gone and I'm all ready for another upcoming current. Thank You. 

P.S Hi Ilanggo, Rachel, Jennie and Azrul! =)